feel I am beginning
achieve clarity about my
now I must try harder to
I will be myself
as soon as someone tells me
who l am.
my way of living my life
is to not
live my life.
I will control your
criticizing me by giving you
all my power.
And I will meet my
profound intimacy needs by choosing a partner who will run
I find it very
important to focus on my flaws and faults, in order to achieve my goal of being
And I have a theory that there is a
deprive me of
would be more forgivable
If I wasnít
already a mistake
I am becoming increasingly arrogant
about how humble I am.
I don't mind
as long as I don't lose control.
And to have no identity has become my identity.
if I develop an identity
I will not know
who I am.
And my ongoing search for truth requires
I blame someone.
And I will be authentic
as soon as I know it is safe.
l am so adjusted to feeling bad that when I feel good, I must feel very bad in order to destroy
since I know that joy is followed by
suffering, Iíll control my suffering by avoiding joy.
if you really love me, you know what
I need; so my asking
for my needs means You donít
how dare you call me defensive?
the only way I know that I am alive is to be so depressed that I want
And I will be
with inherent worth and value as soon as
I prove myself.
since I know
I am invisible
I must ignore that you donít
l only criticize you
out of my sincere need for honesty.
I welcome change in my life as long as it doesnít affect
now that I have resolved
vision, I will strive for simplicity in my life - imitating
By allowing the unfolding universe to provide me with all my material needs and wants -
as soon as